In my long lost desires and fearful sights
Always being afraid of falling from heights

Hiding in my own shadow, taking slow quiet breaths
In fear of alerting my own self-harming threats

I walked on the sand alone
Counting my footprints trailing along

Sometimes I wished these footprints turned into four
So I’ll have someone whom I could recall

Then I saw you shining in my soul
Forcing me to breathe through the blows

You healed all my cuts and filled my life with lights
That lightened up my darkest nights

I wasn’t afraid of breathing freely now
And my demons left me with a bow

Now I saw four footprints in the sand
Shining sun and promising hands

But suddenly I looked back and saw only two
Crying because I thought He said Adieu

Continued walking I looked at the sky
Trying to find a reason not to cry

Suddenly I heard a voice near me say
“I’m carrying you, honey, just lead the way”